“There are two types of waiting. There’s the the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later—like waiting for the 6:28 train, or the school bus, or a party where a certain handsome boy might be. And then there’s the waiting for something you don’t know is coming. You don’t even know what it is exactly, but you’re hoping for it. You’re imagining it and living your life for it. That’s the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart.”

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Fun Learning

My title looks like some kind of promotional paraphernalia for school advertising.

The first sentence looks redundant because of the words "paraphernalia" and "advertising." Whatever.

Anyway, I just want to give notice to my laziness in studying. When I was in high school, learning seems to be fun. Now it feels so frustrating. I am not gonna elaborate on this but I think that the main reason why I am in such a mood is because of the environment. Mainly, the competition in the room. Again, no elaboration on my part. There are just things that are hard to explain and hard to comprehend. This is one of them.

I just wonder why everything used to go my way and now it feels like things are starting to fall apart for me.